Saturday, October 31, 2009

6 days past Logan's due date...

Well, today was not quite how I thought I would be spending Halloween but it sure was nice to have another day of just the two of us. I did feel a bit emotional this morning for the first time that Logan has not arrived yet. I knew it was a possibility the whole time but I never really made the connection in my head that he might be born in November. Honestly, it got old hearing people tell me not to have a Halloween baby but at least Halloween is in October. Now October is officially coming to an end and the reality of a November baby has set in. Again let me clarify there is nothing wrong with November... it's just not what I had in mind.
Regardless... Logan WILL be making his arrival soon and I am beyond thrilled (regardless of what month it is).
No contractions still and I am still feeling great. In fact I would never have thought that I would feel guilty saying that I feel great when people ask but I do. I am grateful though that I haven't had to experience many of the miserable I am done being pregnant moments that many women do at this point. Another reason that I feel guilty is because feeling great implies no contractions. When people say "How are you feeling?" and I say, "Great" they realize we aren't any closer to a baby than we were before! It's not that everyone is not excited that I feel great but they are disappointed that Logan's not here! I totally understand but it sure is funny to watch people's facial expressions.
Another random thing that has been funny is when strangers say "Oh congratulations... when are you due?" and my response has been "Last Sunday" and there eyes get HUGE... pretty amusing! =)
Maybe I'll get you a picture posted tomorrow... for now I hope you enjoyed my ramblings!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

that waiting at the end can be overwhelming. i'm praying for you and check your blog often for news;) the lord knows logan's brithday and planned that day since the beggining of time, just for him. i can't wait to hear logan's story...they all have their own special story!
praying for you as you wait on the lord, and logan;)
love you!